the viswajyothi days-4

2 weeks bak,we had big voltage fluctuation in our line and guess what happend??? my modem got damaged and it ws given for replacement..things didnt end there..after some days my computer too went out of order.so u might b able to imagine ma condition...from 24 X 7 computin to a complete desert like situation..it ws exhaustin..my modem got replaced last day and nw i'm wrkin in ma cuzin's laptop...

cmon..crap..what am writin here..i ws supposed to write about smethin else..what ws that...mmm...yes..got it..abt ma results...results of ma last semster were out last day..n u knw what,this time too i cleared all d papers...god's grace..yes,i really meain it..this time it ws d real grace of god..u knw why..i'll tell u..

last semester,ie the 4th sem ws a complete crap.to b honest,i didnt 've interest on any of the subjects..all d subjects were borin..one exception ws oops,it ws quite interesting..as d majorioty subjects were not interesting,spendin time in class ws quite an absurd thing.still i had to attend d classes as attendance is a big thin in graduatation courses.still i managed to bunk class officially..in the form of duty leaves..and in the last sem,we had a jaundice attack in our clg,and clg ws closed for two weeks.but many of d vjcetians includin me got affected with jaundice after dat two weeks...so again i lost many classes,tests n internal xams..literally i didnt 've any idea on any subject..ma mind ws completely blank by the end of d sem..for many papers i didnt 've proper notes or anythin..

between this,another big thin happend..i got a re-internal exams..n the time table n portions for that xams looked smethin like the mgmt ws takin on a revenge on those who didnt attend the regular internal xams...we had two papers and each day,n we had to study 4 modules of each paper..so total 8 modules a day..u can guess what happend..my performance for all the papers were disastrous..and as a result,my sessional marks became a catasrophie for me...i ws under sessional for subjects...u knw,sessional marks for mathematics paper ws jst 26 marks..that mean i had to score 49/100 for the uty xam to get a pass mark..n d funniest thing was,i never got more than 45 marks for mathematics paper in any of the previous semesters..i cleared those papers only bcoz i had gud internal marks in all those semesters...so this time,i ws sure dat i'll get a supplimetary for atleast 2-3 papers..still i decided to give a try...i called ma frnd shyam,who is gud in mathematcis and asked whether he cud help me,he readily agreed and i spend 2-3 dayz in his hme..studied mathematics..many times i wondered by seein sme portions,that i ws seein all those stuff for the first time...mathematics went like that... but there were 7 more papers...

i seeked the help of a very cls n bst frnd of mine for the other 7 subjects..she too readily agreed to help me out..she came to the clg durin d study holidays for helpin me..we studied together sittin in the library..she taught me the portions which i didnt knw..some of my other classmates were also there in d clg durin those holidays,they too helped me...and by this time,with the help n prayers of ma family n frnds, i became quite confident to face the xams..still had a tension in mind..and d xams started,it went quite well..after the theory xams,we had our lab xams...i did well for one lab,other one ws quite tough..so by the end of all d xams,i came to a conclusion that,i might get a back log for atleast one theory n one lab..

mnths passed n last week our results came..as i mentioned int the beginnin ,i cleared all the 8 papers !!!!,,still i dnt knw,hw it happend..ws under sessional for 3 papers..one lab ws quite disastrous..still if i managed to clear all the papers,its a miracle...a miracle by the almigty..."thank you very much" will b the lightest expression to xplain my gratitude to all those good hearts,who spend their time,energy n intellect to help me,to make me strng enough to face the exams,to motivate me to success...

still as the poem says...

the woods are lovely dark and deep,
but i've promises to keep,
and miles to go before i sleep,
and miles to go before i sleep !

yes,i've miles n miles to go..a lot more xams are there..lot more results are there..but this result n the journey to this result will always remain very very special for me !!!

GOD,TUSSI GREAT HO !!!!!